((white rose))

mental tortue

"Come out! come out wherever you are, darling!" Dark Cloud entered Rose's house. "what do you want?" she suddenly felt so cold and her pale lips told everything that she's shivering. "let me be your favourite sunshine" he smiled. "what do you mean?" she's puzzled. "let me be your favourite moonlight" he smiled again. "i don't understand" she screamed. "it's Pilot, with a new flower. by that means, not you, Rose." he walked around her, let the aroma of his evilness striked into her nose. "i don't really care, he's my past. i'm in the future." she tried to stand up for herself. "are you sure you're in the future? look at you, Rose. look at yourself! you're miserable. you've died in your past. only your body is alive but not your soul." he laughed. "just please, go away! i don't want to hear anymore!" she pushed him outside the house. "but remember Rose, Pilot is with your best friend now. remember Dandelion? so long, sucker!" he drew his step out from her then he vanished himself to the sky, the place where he belongs. the place where she should stay right now. Rose ran to her bedroom. she's thinking about what did the Dark Cloud said. "Pilot? didn't i told Dandelion to tell him about what i feel? why this is happening to me? why the nightmares keep repeating itself?" she knocked her head on the wall. "baby baby, tell me what's going on? why am i breaking apart? i can't feel myself anymore" the heart yelled. he's in panicked. "you're hurt, my lil angel. everyone is trying to break you apart. a test after test you've been going through, you're still alive but weak. will you be strong again like before?" she cried. "i can't promise you, Rose. for years i've been suffering and i don't have anyone to help me to mend this break. they didn't know that i'm fragile. they didn't know that i'm alive" the blood keep drifting and drowned her heart away. she still knocked her head on the wall. her forehead is now full with bruised. "i think you need this" a Devil smiled. she took it from his hands without thinking anymore. there's no one that warned her. no one stopping her from hurting herself like everyone else. she closed her eyes and let herself drowning in her own blood. "i'm sorry. i can't do this anymore" she wrote her suicide note.