I can't live like this anymore. It's too hurt. Moon should have known how my heart when. He is the only one who would understand all my situations very well. He's amazing. He's a perfection.
"I'm not and everyone isn't perfect, you know that" Moon smiled.
"Where did you go? I've been spending my whole life waiting for you to come"
"It wasn't me. It was.."
"Nothing. How was your day, my angel?" his smile brings a light in her life.
"It was bad. So bad. Before that, please come in. We'll have a tea together."
"But I only got 4 minutes."
"What do you mean?" she looked very confused.
"Nothing. Tell me about your life." Moon said while he sat on a white and round table in Rose's kitchen. Rose made a Green tea for him.
"Demon gave me blade lately. He said there are happiness that I'll find behind those red blood."
"So you took it? Do you cut yourself?"
The room was full with silence for a moment. She then showed him her scars. It was still red and sometimes bleed. That was a really deep cut.
"Why do you do this to yourself, Rose my angel?"
She looked away. She didn't want to look into his eyes ; the one that is too innocent and pure white like his soul. I'm not an angel, he is. She mumbled.
"It's hard to explain. It's too complicated. You know how my life is, don't you?"
"Yes, Rose. I know how your life is, but please don't listen to Demon nor Devil nor even your own sister, Red Rose. Don't listen to Dark Cloud, clown and whatsoever. Please don't"
"Then who could I trust the most?"
"Yourself and God, my dear. Trust yourself that things will get better tomorrow. Trust God's plans"
"Oh please! Stop saying that to me! People tend to say life will get better but the truth is nothing will get better"
"That's because you always count on people. You expected people would give you happiness"
"Look, baby, you don't have to be sad when things get rough nor when God separates you with the one you love. You don't even know what God's plans for you. If only you knew, I bet your heart will melt with the warmth of His love." He drank his tea like a thirst little boy. He looked at the clock hanging up on the wall. It's already late.
"I got to go" He said
"Somewhere far. I'm.."
How dare you leave me like everyone else when you once promised me that you won't. Remember those days when you said maybe you're the one who is send by God to protect me from myself? What happened now?
She still standing and being a stone. She looked deep into his eyes
I can't let you go after everyone leaves me alone
"Rose, I'm sorry but i had to do this. I promised you I'll be back"
"Soon. When I'm ready"
"Ready for what?!" her high pitch voice echoed to the surroundings and slowly fade away
"I'm sorry. Rose, please hear me" He hold her shoulders and kneed down. He looked deep into Rose's eyes. He saw the tears running down so fast. He wiped it and said :
"I'm sorry but I really had to go. It's personal. I hope you understand. Please, act like we didn't know each other. act like we never met before. act like you don't even know me. one day, we'll meet again and we'll start everything from A. Rose, please take care of yourself for me."
"Moon, I do understand but I can't forget you. you meant a world to me and you don't even understand how will I get through this alone. I lost a best friend. It hurts me so bad. What if I die before we could meet once again? Moon, I don't want to lose anyone anymore especially you."
"I know you're hurt, angel. I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't mean to walk away from my life. It's just me who.."
"Tell me!" She screamed as she couldn't stand with this pain anymore
"Don't be sad when God separates you with someone you love. If God wills, we will meet again. God knows the best for us."
"Promise me something please"
"What can I do to you, my Queen?" He smiled
"Don't replace me with another flowers in the whole world, don't forget me and please contact me as soon as you are feeling better" she hold her tears
"yes, my little princess" He got up and hugged her tight. His fragrant made her weak. She closed her eyes and let the aroma inside her.
In his arms, she asked
"Am I nothing or something to you?"
"You are something to me." He kissed her forehead and hugged her for the last time.
"Please don't cry" He wipe her tears
"I'll miss you"
"I'll miss you even more"
Then the sun rose up to say hello to the world. and that was when he vanished away. She fell down to the floor and looking at the sky.
When the light of your body shines into your eyes, that's when the stars dancing gracefully to show they're happy because you're here. Your eyes that is glimmering, so beautiful that could turn me into stone when they strike into my eyes. Then you kissed my sadness away as you change my darkest world into a beautiful garden full with happiness. But time flies by so fast and you had to let me go. Although it's hard for both of us to walk separated ways when our hands are interlock. No matter how much I screamed now, I can't change the fact that you're not here anymore. Things will never be the same. I miss you so much, Moon. I wish for things didn't go this way. I lost a piece of my heart. I lost a buddy. I lost my Moon.
"God, please protect him. He doesn't know how much I love him and he doesn't know he's a part of my life now. God, please don't separate us. I promised him that we'll be best friend forever and i keep my promises. God, please hear my cry" She laid down on top of the roof and looked up to the sky, those dark and empty sky reminded her to her soul and heart.
I'll wait for you. She wiped her tears away and suddenly she saw a splash of lights in the sky.
"MOON!" she screamed.